MOVED.

I have moved.

I will no longer be posting with blogpost. Thank you for all the years being with me on this blog but since i don't have that much time to do so anymore,
i made a decision to move to Tumblr :)

Feel free to visit..

MY TUMBLR PAGE!

At THAT Point.

Self-help Books.

In this month alone, i have already purchased 3 books and all of them are self-help books:

1. Men are from Mars, women are from Venus
2. Mars and Venus on a date

..and the most recent one i bought, is:

3. Why men love bitches.

I got this book last night at 1Borneo's Times bookstore. It cost RM60 but i think it is worth every cent. It made me realize a few things that i never really thought of myself to be. In chapter two of the book, there were some yes or no questions for the readers to answer. Guess what? i answered ALL of them YES! OMG!!!

I AM A GOOD GIRL!!! I am wayyy too nice. Being nice is nice, but being too nice is dangerous and that's what i've been doing all this while. The things is, when i like a guy, i can't help but be nice and accommodating, which leads me to being completely taken for granted. Every freaking time when he calls, i will drop whatever i was doing, no matter what the circumstances, and go see him. I was being motherly, and took care of his needs. Now that i'm here, i'm thinking "why the hell did i be so motherly? he has his mother for crying out loud!". If i don't cater to his needs, he'll be putting words into my head that suggest i am not being a good girlfriend or companion whatever. I've been selling myself too low for too long and it only shows how weak of a woman i am when it comes to men. I will ignore my feelings, opinions etc just to avoid arguments. Ohmygawwwd!

I've only reached chapter 3 already i find it terrifyingly true! This book is genius, an eye opener. I recommend every girl out there to get a copy of this book.

Like, now.

Rock Climbing.

I went rock climbing for the first time in my life last nite at Sabah Indoor Climbing Centre (SICC) at Likas. Before i went, i spend a good 1 hour or so at the gym - running. I told my friends i need to warm up first.. hahahah!!

When i reached SICC, At first i was not really sure if i could climb it. But just after 1 shot of a climb, and i was hooked! I am so loving it.. gonna make it a regular activity in my life :)

Starting...

Getting chalk on my palms

Climbing on

A little bit more......


Yeay! i made it!

These pictures were taken during my 1st climb.

I climbed 3 more times after that.

It was damn tiring yet challenging and i like it!! You can't believe how sweaty you'll get when you climb. I was dry when i climbed, when i went down i was sweating like mad.

The whole group (minus fara who had to go back early)

//pictures are not that good since it was taken using my blackberry :D
but okaylahh.. still viewable

Operation Malaysia.

After MCMC's (Malaysian Communications and Multimedia Commission) action of blocking P2P (peer to peer) or file sharing websites listed below, came this warning from a famous P2P website, The Pirate Bay.

Blocked Sites:
1. warez-bb.org
2. thepiratebay.org
3. movie2k.to
4. megavideo.com
5. putlocker.com
6. depositfiles.com
7. duckload.com
8. fileserve.com
9. filetube.com
10. megaupload.com

My say on the warning (whether it is a scam or not) : Kotoh! baru tauuu!!! Come on lah.. you are taking people's basic right to freedom. Like many of you out there, i am also a huge fan of downloads. I'll openly say i download my music, movies, tv series but if you claim i download for free you are damn wrong. Like everyone out there I pay my internet bills every freakin month for what? a not-so decent connection line. Don't you feel like you've been ripped off??

I haven't met anyone who felt happy about this issue. If there is, there's seriously something wrong with you man. Oh, if you're internet is acting up and cannot stream the video above, i'll make things easier for you. This is what the video is saying:

" Greetings, Malaysia, We have seen the censorship taken by the Malaysian government, blocking sites like The Pirate Bay, and WikiLeaks. Malaysia is one of the world’s strictest governments, even blocking out movies, and television shows. These acts of censorship are inexcusable. You are taking away a basic human right. The internet is here for freedom, without fear of government interference. Do not think that no one else notices. Your structured government has done the talking, and we hear loud and clear. Let this be an announcement to all your people. This is a sign, a warning, and an opportunity to listen to ideas above your own. In a way you are being stubborn. But how will this help anyone or your country. We fear that if you make further decisions to take away human freedom. We are obligated to act fast and have no mercy. For rules were meant to be broken. And corruption was meant to be washed away and forgiven. Now we will wash your corruption away so be prepared. Take this as a favor."

(Photo courtesy of belogkiter.blogspot.com)

(photo courtesy of belogkiter.blogspot.com)

The above letter is the sample letter for your reading. Has your ISP started to block your access to the above sites already?

Queen B.

I can't wait for her new album "4" to come out on June 28th!!

My Latest Obsession.

R U N N I N G .

Yes. I love running. It doesn't matter if it's on the treadmill or running outdoors. I just simply LOVE to run!

Love Yourself.

for my own wellbeing, i am going to close the chapter of my life which has been very dear to me. i should have done it long ago but i just cant. to be honest, if i dont do it now im afraid i'll get sick. the last thing that i want for myself is to be depressed.

i can only do, feel and think so much alone on a two-way street. i love him, yes. but i wont allow myself to be treated this way. i feel pity for my ownself. i need to distance myself, find myself back and try to find happiness within myself again.

this depression can't go on.

i love you, goodbye.

Cupcake Bake.

There's alot of things that i have not done in so long! one of them is baking. Me and my colleagues love to eat and watch cooking shows i.e. masterchef, junior masterchef, DC cupcakes, Cupcake girls.. just to name a few. Two of us came of with the idea of baking cupcakes this weekend and try to perfect it like DC Cupcakes' cupcakes.

I've got my ingredients ready :D Just waiting for the right time to bake hehehe. Is there such thing as a right time to bake? hmmm.. -.-

Milk, cream cheese, margerine (i prefer using margerine everytime),
my chopped walnuts, sugar & flour.

Oh, just so you know i'm planning to bake carrot cupcakes since i love carrot cakes :)
I'm so hoping the cupcakes will turn out fine and dandy. But most importantly, it is edible hahah!

I don't know if i'll be able to join the zombi-fied sunday run organized by the AdiNation of runners KK on facebook. My left knee kinda hurts when i walk so i'll maybe use that time to bake instead of run!

Thank God It's Friday!

It's Friday once again and i am more than thankful that the weekend's here! I am so tired!! physically..

To count up all the KMs i've ran this week would be: 36.65km. At this moment, i just feel like i wanna sleep. But i can't since i'm at work.. so, yeah. I slept quite early last night, around 11pm and woke up at 6.30am. I had to bring my make up with me to work today because i don't want to be late. Being late means going back late and it's Friday. I don't want to go home late.

Here's some faces of me taken by my laptop's webcam after i've done my face :D

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I've realized that life is too precious and too short to fret, worry and be sad about things that didn't turn out the way we want it to be but look around, open your eyes.. there's a lot more things to be grateful and happy for.

It's not easy for me to say it because i learned the hard way to appreciate the little things in life. After all, it's the little things in life that matters the most sometimes right? Now that i have learned a really valuable lesson by experiencing it first hand, i just hope and pray i wont make the same mistake again in the future.

:)