The B-Side of My Mind

Yes. I am back! :) I was at a crossroad, i didnt know which way to go and it was frustrating me. So i had to take some time off from everything. When i say everything, i mean E VERYTHING ! i didnt open facebook for a few days, the facebook app on my blackberry was also removed. I only depended on a few close friends for guidance and comfort. Notice i didnt mention parents? yea, i didnt tell my parents about my condition because i think some things are best kept from them. i think they did noticed a change in me - quiet, swollen eyes from crying, no appetite, locking myself in my room. But they know im a tough cookie. They know i will survive that phase. Maybe you're wondering what happened to me? I just went through a horrible break up with my now ex-boyfriend. I never cried that much in my whole life. I'm not gonna go through the details because i don't want to end up saying bad things about him. I still respect him enough as a person so let the details be known to just ...

i guess the 30-days blog challenge have to be post-poned again. i was unable to do my 1st posting on the 1st of march and i really dont want to do backposts. i think i need a time out from this blogosphere for a while. a very dear friend of mine was hospitalized and my emotions are unstable. i hate it when this kind of things happen to me. i just wish i could shut it all off or tear this page out and start my life on a new leaf. i need a time out.

My 30-days blog challenge was a failure. I was defeated! :( :( But i am not giving up. Since today is the 1st of March (whatttt?? it's March alreadyyyy???) i am going to start another blog challenge. This time it's on honesty. Here are the topics of the 30-days HONESTY challenge: * Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself. * Day 02 → Something you love about yourself. * Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for. * Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for. * Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life. * Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do. * Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. * Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t. * Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. * Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. * Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on. * Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on...