The B-Side of My Mind

Today's Friday!! yeayyyy.. I actually dont have anything to say in this post. Im just posting this just for the sake of, well, posting an entry hehehe. These pictures were taken last week by the way :) Baby Davennie Isabelle.. cute kan?? i have a soft spot for babies. they're so adorable!!!! My niece Elsa Nicole, trying to act cute for the camera My BFF and I. Miss you mandak!! These days, we only talk on YM -- our complaining session mwahahahaha ------------------------------------------------------------- Im going to end this entry by posting a song i did on the song "Until The End of Time" :) The first time i heard this song was during my vacation in Manila last august at a bar, while waiting for another band to come on stage. During the interval, the bar played some videos and Justin Timberlake's video of this song (the one with him on the piano at one of his concerts) came on. I fell in love with this song that instant.. Enjoy! :) ♥ P.

One of my favourite songs of all time :) I gotta apologize to everyone who have requested a song.. i cant fulfill all the requests just yet coz im so busy!! Sorry ya?! But i'll make it happen.. i just have to find time :) ♥ P.

I can see the storm approaching. As with any storm, it brings with it destruction, but also waters the fields; and with the rain, falls the wisdom of the heavens. As with any storm, it will pass. The more violent the storm. the more quickly it will pass. I have, thank God, learn to face storms. -- Paulo Coelho from "Like The Flowing River" I love books. Ive always been reading since like.. forever! My dad used to read me books when i couldnt read yet and when we were at the mall (while still in the US) i never fail to get me one of those Disney books. When we went back to KK, my parents will drop us off at the State library in KK every friday. Me and my siblings would borrow 3-5 books each to bring home and the house would be eerily silent at most time during the holidays because all of us will be in our rooms, busying ourselves with the books that we got from the library. I have carried the habit of reading until now. Paulo Coelho is one of my favourite writers of all time

Im gonna admit something here. Although i've had the e-books of Stephenie Meyer's highly acclaimed 'Twilight' for some time i havent seen the movie yet. Atleast until last night :D I wanted to watch The Amazing Race on AXN but my parents wanted to watch something else instead: The Academy Awards *sigh*. Ive got more than one telly at home but the thing is, only telly is subscribed to Astro. So i went to my room and decided to watch Twilight! (thanks Angel mandaakkk!!) OMG! i am so in love with Edward Cullen!! Me is gaga over edward cullen Since i read the book before watching the movie, i was quite dissapointed because there were alot of details that they didnt put in the movie. I just hope they wont do the same for New Moon. There's this one part in New Moon that i almost cried.. i wont say which part though :P read the book and you'll know which part im talking about hehe. Oh by the way Summit Entertainment confirmed to Access Hollywood that N e W M O o

I'm at work and it's the time of the month again. yes, im talking about the RED SPILL . If having your private part bleeding is not enough, imagine having stomach cramps and diarrhea all at the same time. This is what im painfully experiencing right now. Nasty, i tell you. --------------------------------------------------------------- Oh, guess what? I've started a food diary today. A food diary is basically a diary that you write down whatever food that you take in so that you can keep track on what you're consuming for breakfast, lunch, and dinner and also thee snacks that you take in between meals. But you can't cheat! So basically you have to list down EVERYTHING you've eaten the whole day everyday. I really want to lose some pounds by May. Why? because im going on a vacation in June. Yeayyy!!! I dont want to look like someone who just came back from a vacation when i havent even gone for my vacation. -------------------------------------------------------

I used the public toilet of Centre Point today. euuuwwww!!! All because the place that i work suddenly had no water *sigh*.. I was actually walking aimlessly around Popular (i've got no lectures for the whhhoooollllleeee day! woohoo!!) when suddenly i had the urge to pee. So i rushed to the public toilet at Palm Square ..and guess what? . . . . . . . . ..There's no water supply juga..and I had to TOUCH the walls of the cubicle (because i wanted to get on the seats -- i N e v E r sit in public toilets) euww, and when i wanted to wash my hands (i didnt know there wasnt any water that time.. only when i wanted to wash my hands the makcik there said "tiada air..sampai petang" ) i saw puke in the sink. Nasty. DOUBLE EUW!! That's the last time im going in KK's public toilet. p.s - okay, maybe it wasnt as aimlessly as i thought roaming around Popular would be. I saw the book N e w M o O n and i bought it that instant. Ive been wanting to have the hardcopy of

I am a whiner. big time.. and right now, i feel like whining on how fat i feel. I was whining about the same thing im whining now on monday and my mom and sister was telling me that im not that fat. My frame is big. No matter how skinny i get, i still will be big because im a B i g G i r L. Of course they wont tell you you're fat because they're family..and they see you like, all the time. I suppose im not really fat but i just feel like it. I remember when i was actually bigger than myself now and lost a whole bunch of weight. How on earth did i do that???? Maybe i was motivated. Or maybe it's easier to lose weight when you're bigger? I dont know. I just need motivation. I am positive i can untightened my clothes back (before june) hahahaha.. L e t 's p u t t h e "P" b a c k i n Positivity.

I'm super excited for tonight. Why? because of American Idol Season 8 (AI8) lah! They've selected the top 36 and guess what? 4 out of my top 5 men of my likings are in the top 36. Im sad that Jamar Rogers didnt make it to th really think Jamar Rogers should be in. He deserve it more than some of the contestants. *cough..cough.. tatyana del toro..cough..cough* I hope she gets booted out first! while still on the AI8 topic, there is one contestant who is growing on me.. the contestant is Matt Giraud. I did some research on him and guess what? he has two independent albums under his belt.. they're religious Both he and Danny Gokey reminds me of AI past contestant Elliott Yamin. By the way Elliott Yamin's got an album coming out in May (if im not mistaken) i've heard his song Fight For Love and i absolutely love it!! can't wait for the whole album to come out. If you missed Hollywood Week, here is Matt's audition clip of the song "Georgia on My Mind"

I wont talk much nonsense in this post, just updating you guys on what ive been up to, where i've been ..etc. A few weeks ago, me and my singing group Witness Wide went to Poturidong and the people of Poturidong church was so nice enough to give us a potluck. I must say, the food there was so good. Nothing beats kampung food. Just look at the picture above, we've got our hands full. There was a lot of food prepared and hence the name 'geng tapau' was born heheh. (photo was grabbed from Beevy's facebook picture album :-D) Two weeks ago, my grand-uncle and grand-aunty from the States came home to Sabah for a visit. My grand-aunty brought along this one of a kind t-shirt that has 3 arm holes instead of 2! hahaha.. My cousin got married a week ago (yea, a WEEK ago) and sorry bout the delay on this but i was so busy!!! ok, you all must be like, "wedding? so what?" why am i making a big deal about this? it's because this is my first time attending the aca

Since Valentine's Day is coming up, i've been thinking yesterday morning during breakfast (my breakfast lasted an hour as a result of much thinking) and i realize, this is the first time in years where i don't have any boyfriend or crushes to look forward to being brought out, get presents.. the works. And you know what? i dont feel left out or anything, infact i never felt better. Maybe im just out of love? could be. At this moment, i dont have any crushes towards anyone. Im not changing preference, im still attracted to guys very much. i l ove guys. I just am not attracted to any guy at the moment. Ok, there may be times when i feel lonely but I don't want my life to be defined by a man. I want to stand on my two feet. Im not trying to deliver the message that i don't need a man in my life coz I do need a man but i dont want to depend everything on him. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that im no good without him. Saying the above, you might ask w

..Why? because i just keep on taking food in. I do exercise, but whats the good in exercise if i dont change my eating habits, right? If i keep up with this, in a month or two i will have to get me a new wardrobe. I have bought me more than enough clothes that could last for two or three years and im beginning to see the damage ive done to my body. I mean, i dont wish to be stick thin or anything. I love my curves. I just dont want anything unnecessary hanging out and showing (i.e. the bra over hang).. i just want to fit my clothes better :-) I have been wanting to get me a new pair of jeans and you know what? i'd like to try on a pair of skinny jeans coz i never had one nor tried one before. Yea, im a skinny jeans virgin. But i got big calves and that's what been holding me back on trying. But who knows right? maybe i'll rock the look.. but If i dont, i can always run back to my M593s. right? Okay, so the plan is.. Im going to promise myself to eat better healthy food, exe

These are the top 5 men that i want to see in finals! As for the girls, i still have yet to be wow-ed by them. These are the best voice among the contestants that i noticed. Kai Kalama Jamar Rogers Danny Gokey. Anoop Desai Adam Lambert I've got a thing with guys who have a musical background. I like guys who can sing.. it's sexy and even better if they can play the guitar coz i LOVE acoustic guitar! so yea, basically i like talent! Here's how it rates: Guys who can sing and sing her songs = Mega points Guys that can sing = A lot of points Guys who can't sing but try to sing her a song anyways = Some points Guys who don't sing = no points .. HAHAH!

I love heels. Heels help me to look a bit taller.. since im only like, 154cm (im vertically challenged!) i freaking NEEED them. Whoever invented heels had one hell of a great mind. Here are 5 reasons why women love heels that i got from shoes.about.com i think every high heel wearing person will agree on this.. 1) High Heels Make You Taller Vertically challenged women everywhere will tell you how they love their heels. But, even if you don't need extra height, having it can make you feel good. It's truly a heady feeling to slip on a pair of shoes and instantly be 3 or 4 inches taller, and reaching things on the top shelf, well, it's a high like no other. 2) High Heels Don't Make You Look Fat Unlike skinny jeans, cropped leggings, or whatever other torturous styles are appearing on the runways, high heels won't make you look fat. Granted, some styles are more flattering than others, but as a general rule, heels are more slimming than flats. 3) High Heels Can Make

I got tagged by Daphne Fay . Tia habis2 taaggggggggiiiiiiing ja oh these days. Tapi tia pa la.. buat ja untuk hiburan time boring :-D 1. Tangkap @ sertakan 3 keping gambar anda yang anda rasakan paling seksi. Picture #1 Picture #2 Picture #3 2. Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan. Mungkin anda rasa senyuman anda masa itu adalah seksi. Sertakan!!! 3. Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi di mata anda? Picture number 1 - Two master graduates.. can't get any sexier than that! Picture number 2 - I turned 27 last month and im aaaaaallllright with it. Picture number 3 - Candid pictures are fun to look at.. sexy. 4. Tag 3 atau 4 rakan-rakan anda yang seksi. Okay guys, lets bring sexy back.. im tagging: Nancy Daphne Gayle Uzoie 5. Selamat berseksi.

1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” untuk diletakkan di blog anda 2. Link atau ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award ini kepada anda 3. Setiap blogger hendaklah menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum pemenang seterusnya - ( 5 fakta & 5 hobi la ) 4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyertakan nama mereka di blog anda. Okay, let's do it... 1. Done 2. Nancy gave me this award (thanks nc!!) how do i know nc? well, she's my colleague.. she sits one table away from me. She's cute, pretty but taken and soon to be married (bila tu ahh nc? hehe.. ). She's a good friend, i know i wont regret to know her as a friend in my life. ever! :-D 3. 5 facts about me: (i) I love food. Especially anything with cheese on it! yum! (ii) I hate exercising but i have to.. if i dont, imagine how'd i look like! im already been categorized as obese (according to MarieFrance Bodyline ) (iii) Im attracted to people with talent (but not weird talents k?)

Sorry for the delay moi.. you requested this 2 weeks ago kan? This one's for you :-) Hope you like it

Dialah pujaan dalam mimpi Yang senantiasa membuai hati Tiap kali bersua ku hanya mampu senyum padanya Terdiam... Sekian lama ku mencuba Tak kulafazkan perasaan Berkubur saja namun dia kucinta Apa yang harus aku lakukan Agar dia pun mengerti Adanya cinta menanti Oh sekian lama Aku mencintai dia Sukarnya membutir kata-kata Menilai apa yang aku rasa Tiap kali ku cuba Lidah kelu dari bersuara Ku berserah Those who know me knows i do not listen to malay song. Ive got nothing againts malay songs, just not my taste la..aiseh ada taste-taste suda la kunun hehe. Anyhoo, while i was chatting and surfing on a saturday nite i put my mp3 player on shuffled and i came upon this song: Siti Nurhaliza - Sekian Lama . I didnt even know i got this song hahahaha. You know what, this song is actually good. no, make that VERY GOOD! and its been on repeat mode for an hour already. The lyrics were penned very well.. It's like they wrote this song based on my love story. yes, i may be brave to sing and po