The B-Side of My Mind

I have purchased this book online 2 weeks ago, since then I have been anticipating to start reading this book. I first heard about this from facebook where my cousin posted a clip from youtube about DeVon telling Oprah about the Sabbath. At first I wasn't interested to watch the clip but after a week or so, I somehow learned that DeVon was the Vice President of Columbia Pictures in Hollywood and he's an Adventist? That made me go back to the clip that was posted by my cousin and I watched it til the end. That wasn't enough and so I researched about the book. After reading excerpts of it and feedbacks from people on the internet I decided that I am going to get that book.  If you're wondering what the book is all about, it is about: How to discover The Big Idea for your life How to take your career to the next level  How to recognize the signs God sends you that indicate when it’s time to move in a new direction How to stand firm on your Christian principles w...

Hand Phone Organizer! I saw this on Facebook (yea, facebook has become a market place!) and i want one!! I'm gonna get myself this red one. I like striking colors. This is how it is in the inside. I choose this two handphone compartment (You can choose a two or three compartment organizer) because I have 2 handphones hehe. This is all i need to bring everything (money, cards, handphones) with me. As of right now, everything is in my bag. Somewhere inside. When my phone rings, i'll be digging my bag for the phone hahaha. The same goes with my keys and my purse. ;-P So you see, i really really need this. Oh, and by the way i'll be going to Labuan again this Thursday and Friday for outstation duties - the last one of the year! I like going to Labuan but the downside to this coming trip is that, i'm broke! *sigh* I.Need.Money!

I was thinking of what to get myself for Christmas this year and i was thinking maybe something gadgety, say like a phone? :) Since Blackberry has come out with it's new Blackberry Bold 9780 i was thinking of getting one and join the Blackberry wagon! It was actually between iPhone and Blackberry but since most of my friends are using Blackberry, it would be more convenient to get one. We could BBM all day hehe. Somemore, i don't really fancy touchscreens. I've tried touchscreen with my sonyericsson and what i realize is, i am more of a qwerty handset person. I am using Nokia E63 and it serves me well but that's just it - Twitter and Facebook is not at the tip of my fingers. I mean, the applications are there (downloaded!) but still, the feeling's not the same. So i'm gonna get it.

photo courtesy of ghdhairdresseuk.com I'm gonna get this in 10-15 days! Can't wait.. can't wait. Thanks to Donna who gave me the link to the website! It is kind of pricey for a hair straightener but i heard so much good reviews about it. It cost me RM175 (including shipment) but i really want it so, i'll just make it as a present for myself this month hehe. I'll show it off to you guys when it's finally in my possession! Have a good day (or, good hair day) you all!!

Last wednesday after work i decided to go to the Digi Centre at 1Borneo because ever since i've been using Digi broadband (March 2010), i never have received my bills so i went to the centre to ask them regarding this matter. As i was walking to the centre (Digi Centre is on the lower ground, i parked on the 3rd floor) i passed Parkson and they had some bags displayed outside. I have been looking for a big bag to carry to work. One bag caught my attention. I am so satisfied with my new bag because 1.) It's big = spacious . 2.)It's bright . Just how i like it. It actually came in three colors: brown, black and grey but i picked the brown because it stand out. 3.) the material of the bag is very soft to the touch. The old and the new. The old bag is the darker color, the new one is the bright, big brown bag. I paid RM105.00 for the bag but it was worth it. Oh by the way, it's an authentic Benedetti Polo Creation bag :) If you're wondering what brand is my old bag we...

On the way back from my cousin's engagement party just now, the question "why cant that happen to me" keeps on asking in my head. I come to realize that im always the girl who "could've-been-the-one" in a relationship. Im always the 2nd choice and never the 1st - it makes me feel like im never good enough and sometimes i believe i am not good enough for anyone or even myself. Dont get me wrong, i wish all the guys who picked the other girl instead of me all the happiness in the world since some of them have gotten married with kids now. We all still remain good friends and when i see them i cant help to think that that couldve been me. It's easy for people to say "dont worry your time will come.. just be patient" I mean it's easy to say for them because it isnt them who is going through the heartaches over and over again. It's sickening, plus it has lowered my self-esteem over time and it caused me to be depressed. The hardest thing t...

(Ground beef, sauteed onions, sour cream, lettuce, tomato and cheddar cheese wrapped in a large pepperoni pizza, totaling three pounds) photo courtesy of This is why you're fat. My answer would be: Yes i would! hahahaha... ♥ P.

Today is the grand opening of F.O.S (Factory Outlest Store) at Centre Point, KK. Nancy told me about the free goodie bag that they are giving away to the first 1, 000 customers who walks in the shop. Me and Nancy went with our coupons just now and i did a little bit of shopping :) I was feeling down this morning (mad, sad, angry & confused to be exact) and retail therapy helped raise my spirit up a little bit :) (works everytime) I didnt bring my camera to work today so i had to use my phone camera. The new F.O.S outlet at the 3rd floor (Wiser's old place). It is claimed that this outlet is the biggest one in Malaysia. Really? There were lots of people there and this is only the ladies department ;-) I'm attracted to shirts with words (some call it, "Talking Shirts ") ive got a few at home and im still collecting! I love those shirts (see above) but the price of one shirt is Rm33. RM33!!! omg-ness. I could get the same shirt (with better quality) in the ...

Recently, i have made a decision and i think it was the best decision that ive made for myself. To those who know me, i know u guys know what im talking about. That's the past, so lets leave it where it belong and concentrate on the future :) I am going hiking this 1st of May. Just a while ago i got an invitation for an "event" on the 2nd of May. What event you ask? ngehehehe.. mana buli kestauu :P I reaaaaalllyy would like to go but the thing is i'll be away in the jungle until the 3rd of May. The "event" is on the 2nd.. *sigh* Oh, have i mentioned that at the same time there's actually a trip to Sapi island but after much deliberation on my choices, i choose to go hiking. My mind was all set until this other 'event' came up. *sigh* why does everything have to happen at the same time, ha? wrong timing betul oh! I dont like to miss any fun. This is the time when i wish i have super powers like teleportation . That way I can easily teleport my...

Yesterday was my birthday.. 14th January. The day i turn 27! yea, believe it or not i am 27 *sigh*. Mom made me a chocolate cake (my fav!) actually, i requested carrot cake with white frosting but maybe it slipped her mind, i dont know(?!). But the cake was SO goood omg! i had like 3 servings of cake last night. Everyone in my family was present except for my brother who coincidently had an on-call last night.. oh well, at least he's saving lives and thats more important than celebrating a birthday. Anyhoo, i was thinking this morning about all the food (and the many servings) that i had last night and it makes me sick in my stomach. So, to keep things well balanced, i brought fruits - papaya and grapes to work for lunch. Mau detox la konon ... TWENTEEE SEVEN sound so OLD! imagine, in 3 years time im gonna be THUUUURRRRRTEYYY (30!) tapi tidak apa, yang penting sa masi kiuttt hahaha. Lol! Any kid thinks it's their birthday when there's cake with candles on it. That explains...

These are the things that i hope to achieve this year.. 1. Friends & family - connect more with ones that i have, reconnect with old friends: regular phone calls, emails, IM's, meetings- make an effort, make new friends. 2. Health - eat better, drink more water, lose weight, eat vitamins 3. Well being - boost self confidence & self esteem, live more in the moment 4. Looks - Be a goddess (haha! now, how am i gonna achieve that!) 5. Love - Get taken or stay single.. but at the end of the day i have to be happy :) 6. Social - Go out more, socialize a bit more. 7. Faith - Improve my relationship with the Big Man up there..i havent really 'talked' to him in awhile. The above are the broad areas that i want to achieve this year. I take this all seriously but i want to be specific and have smaller goals to help me get there. I have a birthday coming up this month and i really want this year to be a life-changing one.

.. I want nothing. I know it's so unusual to hear that i want nothing but yea, i dont want anything. except for this three : 1. Good health 2. Prosperity 3. More luck in LIFE AND LOVE Okay. That's it. see? im not so demanding kan? you can cross out the DSLR camera, i dont want it. For now hehe. Oh, and 1 more thing, but this message is especially for S A N T A Yep, i have been EXTRA good ;-P