Monday, December 31, 2007

Me, Myself & I


1.Where did you take your default pic?
-> at mingku's room

2.What exactly are you wearing right
-> pink shorts and a red & white striped top

3.What is your current problem?
-> can i not talk about it?

4.What makes you most happy?
-> bonding with family and close friends

5.What's the name of the song that you
are listening to right now?
-> brighter by paramore

6.Has anyone you've been really close
with passed away?
-> yes.

7.Do you ever watch MTV?
-> rarely these days

Chapter 1:

1.Middle initial:
-> P.J

-> Pam, Del, Delo haha

3.Current place:
-> my room

4.Eye color:
-> dark brown

Chapter 2:

1.Do you live with your parents?
-> yes

2.Do you get along with your parent(s)?
-> yea

3.Are your parents
-> married

4.Do you have any Siblings?:
-> older sister and bro

Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream:
-> vedablu's belgian choc

2. Season
-> rainy if i want to sleep in hehe

Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand:
-> only when there's no paper

2. Call people back:
-> only if its important

3. Believe in love:
-> despite everything ive gone thru.. yes

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
-> right side

5. Have any bad habits?
-> slouching and biting my nails

6. Any mental health issues
-> for now thank God i'm healthy

Chapter 5: Have You....

1.Broken a bone:
-> Nope

3.Had physical therapy?:
-> Nope

4.Gotten stitches?:
-> Nope

5.Taken painkillers?:
-> yes

6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling:
-> i wish

7. Been stung by a bee?
-> yup. once and it made my hand so grotesquely swollen

8.Thrown up at the dentist:
-> Nope

9.ever sworn infront of your parents:
-> yes

10.Had detention:
-> yes

11.Been sent to the principal's office:
-> I only made it to the discipline teacher's office heheh

12. Been suspended:
-> nope

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last

1.Movie(s) you watched last?
-> Kingdom

2.Person to text you:
-> Beevy

3.Person called you:
-> Beevy

4.Person you hugged:
-> my niece elsa

5. last person you tickled:
-> my niece kimberly

6.Thing you touched:
-> keyboard

7.Thing you ate:
-> oats. for breakfast

8. Thing you drank:
-> cold water

9. Time you cried:
-> last week

10. wished on a star:
-> can't remember

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Friday, December 28, 2007

The year 2007

2007 is ending and what a ride it was. It has been a great year for me, although there were some 'bumps' along the way.. so here's the good, the bad and my resolutions for 2k8.

The Good
1. Finally finished aaaaalllll my subjects for my masters degree. so, meaning no more exams for me...yayyyy.

2. My car finally got a new coat of color and a new set of seats

3. Travelled to Macau, Guangzhou & Philippines

4. Went sky jumping in Macau

5. Met the band 'Tribe of Levi' in manila. Ive been adoring their song kaligahayan natin for a few years and zaq (the lead singer extraodinare) gave me their cd wooohooo..

6. Finally had the courage to cut my hair after 2 years

7. Formed a new singing group at church..we're still nameless though but we received good reviews from people who has heard us sing :-D

The Bad
1. Battled mild depression (i know this might be a shocker to some people because on the exterior i am all smiles, but yea.. i was depressed and the worst thing was that i emotionally hurt some people during the course of my illness)

2. My family's fruit plantation that we had since i was a little girl was sold off :-( the saddest part was saying goodbye to all the good memories i had there with my family, cousins.. friends..

3. Emotionally bruised :-( i cant believe i allowed myself to be treated that way.

4. Developed a really bad temper.. as a result of having to hold my true feelings in,

Resolution for 2008
1. To gather my courage to sing in front of a crowd again..but this time alone.

2. Complete my masters degree

3. Get myself a job that pays decent money

4. Manila trip!!..yet again

5. Treat people nicer and with more respect..*angelic smile*

6. Be more mature? apparently some people has said that im a bit childish.. so yea, because of that im including this in my resolution.

7. Find myself a reaaaalllll boyfriend.. a really bad ass soldier that knows how to take care of me

8. Last but not least, i hope that God will give me a great year in 2008

May 2008 be your best year ever in your life! And may God bless you.

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Thank you Astro, for making my life richer..

I guess you guys have noticed that crime & investigation channel on astro (channel 732) has been blocked for our viewing pleasure for some time now. I am such a big fan of that channel i was so sakit hati when it needed some payment to continue watching it. So today i went to astro at centre point and changed our astro packages..with blessing from my dad, that is heheh. i ended removing two packages: the fun and sports..since nobody really watches the channels under the two packages at home and subscribed to metro package that has the crime & investigation channel together with discovery home & health and discovery realtime (my bro's fav). Dad is more intrested in watching Hope Channel on the other tv these days,

I was so excited to see the crime & investigation channel back again on astro. i checked the channel almost every hour even though the lady at the counter said 'check at 8pm' when i asked how long does it take for it to be activated. At approximately 8.15pm, i checked channel 732..and presto! crime & investigation channel is back! yayyyyyy.. *ear-to-ear smile*

Thank you ASTRO!!

I have been mansauing for two whole weeks. I think im going to stay in tomorrow and enjoy channel 732. For those poor souls who doesnt have any astro..go get yourself one already ok?! and don't forget to subscribe to the metro package! off to watch my fav channel. until the next entry.. daa..

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Merry Christmas!

Ok, i know i am a liiiitttle bit late. it is officially 26th of December now.. but hey, better late than never right? anyways.. wont be sayin much for this entry.. here are pictures of a family gathering (mom's side) that was been held at my house.

More pictures can be found at my multiply page. Just click here. *yawwwnnnerrss* im falling asleep as i type this.. i better get me some eyeshuts.. Nite ya'll and Merry Christmas once again :-)

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Thursday, December 13, 2007


1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
-> last night? hmm.. cant remember la as i laugh a lot

2. What were you doing at 0800?
-> was doing some graphic work

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
-> was in the shower

4. What happened to you in 2006?
-> completed my bachelors degree

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
-> 'OK'

6. How many beverages did you have today?
-> 3:yogurt drink, water & grape juice

7. What color is your hairbrush?
-> light brown

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
-> reload for my cellphone

9. Where were you last night?
-> was at home

10. What color is your front door?
-> light green

11. Where do you keep your change?
-> in a canister.i then use it for my offerings on saturdays at church

12. What’s the weather like today?
-> it wasnt that hot. it rained heavily in the evening..and its still raining

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
-> vedablue's belgian chocolate. yummy.

14. What excites you?
-> when i know im getting something really, really nice

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
-> no. it's still short

16. Are you over the age of 25?
-> will be next month on the 14th

17. Do you talk a lot?
-> i tend to

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
-> Nope

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
-> yes.

20. Do you make up your own words?
-> yea sometimes

21. Are you a jealous person?
-> somewhat

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’ :
-> adrenne

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’
-> Kenny, karlson

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
-> my bro in law

25. What does the last text message you received say?
-> 'ba, ok si melvin bilang dia bawa si jerome'

26. Do you chew on your straw?
-> only when im bored

27. Do you have curly hair?
-> used to

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
-> im going to watch tv after this

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
-> me!! mwahahaha..its true

30. What was the last thing you ate?
-> mangoes

31. Will you get married in the future?
-> i hope so. hahaha

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
-> I am legend!

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
-> no

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
-> 3 hours ago

35. Are you currently depressed?
-> mildly depressed

36. Did you cry today?
-> almost

37. Why did you answer and post this?
-> because i read danne's blog and she tagged everyone who read it hahah

38. Tag 5 people (or one will do) who would do this survey:
-> im tagging:
5.everyone who reads this

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Average everyday sane psycho

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring
Who the hell are you

I am extraordinary
If you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary
I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho

Monday, December 10, 2007

I miss you.

..especially him :(

text me quickly, will ya?


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Friday, December 7, 2007


Last sunday, i attended 2 weddings in 1 day. Met LOADS of people and they mostly asked me "bah, ko bila kawin?" (So, when are you getting married?) or "Sepa boyfriend ko? ada suda ka?" (who's your boyfriend? do u have one yet?). Hmmn, dont they have like anything else to ask like 'how r u'? i just stood there & giggle like a little school girl. When i didnt give them any answer, they proceeded to asked my mom. Oh please people! stop with it already. Am i like some kind of freak for being single? Luckily a pastor came and save the day by saying "jangan susah, when the time is right, the right man will come along" Amen to that!

What a coincidence, while typing this entry this song by Jinky Vidal called Somebody came up on my ipod:

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He'll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact he'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when i'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

Christmas shopping

I am done with xmas shopping (for my own self, that is hehe) What i bought? well, let the pictures do the talking:

I only planned on buying the purple dress but since the denim jacket & yellow whaddaya-call-it was on sale, so i grabbed it. I dont think i'll be buying any new shoes coz i still have my purple shoes i bought at China last summer, that i rarely wear and it still looks like new. I still have a list of stuff to buy before christmas. Hopefully i can finish it up latest by next week.

Christmas family gathering for mom's side is going to be held here, at my house. I was against the plan of having it be held here coz i like going back to Goshen, Kota Marudu (my kampung) it brings back all kiddie memories, and i guess thats why christmas is more felt there. But since my grandfather was the one who wanted it to be held here, i guess its set. I just hope many relatives of mine from Goshen will be able to come here during christmas.

Tuesday night i went to the SASS Alumni fundraising dinner with my family. I didnt want to go at first, but after thinking for a couple of hours i decided to go coz ive got nothing to do at home, plus i dont want to be left all alone at home. The pictures below are just some of the pictures that me and my cousins took during the dinner. There were lots of old friends that i met there but didnt have a chance to talk to all of them what more take pictures with them. The best part of it all was meeting my cousin, vivi who just came back from Penang last sunday.

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Break Me

This is one of Gary Valenciano's God-glorifying hits from his album 'Soulfull'. Personally, I am so touched by the lyrics of this song. It reminds all of us to be ready, because we don't know when God will take us our lives.

No words are left now to be spoken
When all my promises are broken
And all excuses I have used in justifying
My own actions moved me so much closer to the fire
But now I know, seems I've lost my soul

Make me and take me
Can you find me in this world I've chosen
And never let me go
Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way to make me whole
Then go ahead and break me,
Then remake me
Holding on, I wont give up
'Coz I know You wont give up on me

Grown weary of my ways pretending
Showing I'm okay when I'm hurting
But now I know, time to find my soul

Make me and take me
Can you find me in this world I'm lost in
And never let me go
Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way to make me whole
I've been too proud and now I don't know where to go

But like the son who came back home
I'm giving You my life, my mind, my heart, my soul
I'm trusting You enough to
Break me then make me whole
Can You find me in this world I'm lost in
And never let me go

Hold me and mold me
And if there's no other way to make me whole
The go ahead and break me,
Gently remake me
Holding on, I won't give up
'Coz I know You won't give up
You're never giving up on me

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Maliq & d'essentials

I SO love this indon band. I officially became a fan of theirs ever since their song, 'terdiam' came out in 2005. To date, i have both their studio albums - 1st special edition, and Free your mind.

The band was formed in 2002 consisting of 8 people - Angga Widi (producer, composer, arranger & song writer), Indra (executive producer & manager), Indah & dimi (vocalist), Satrio (guitar) Iva (piano & keyboard), Jawa (bass) & Amar (trumpet). To know more about the band just click here. This is the band's official website.

Monday, December 3, 2007

One scary night

I know ive mentioned that im going to post like, everyday and i failed at it! well.. atleast ive tried hehe. I just came back from carolling. After years of carolling, i thought i wouldnt be carolling this year. But Dad called me up this evening and asked me whether i would like to join the office's (Sabah Credit Corporation) carolling. Since i dont have anything good to do tonight, i said why not?!

So, on the way to the office (the meeting point) about 1 km from our house the car broke down. Dad told me to stay in the car while he walk back home to get our other car. I was a bit scared as it was rumored that 50-100 steps in front is a t-junction where they say have ghosts. There werent any street lights, and there were forests at the left and right side of the road. I played some music on my phone but switch it off after no more than 2 minutes coz i heard footsteps but i looked around there werent anybody there. i lowered myself down and stay quietly still until my dad came. That was one scary incident.. every scary movie or any scary features that ive seen went through my head that time.

There are friends of mine, who are kinda curious on how ghosts look like. In my case, if given a chance to just have a peek at them..i think i'll pass. I dont dare.. Im such a scaredy cat, you see..but a big die hard fan of scary movies ;-D

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