The B-Side of My Mind

I just uploaded a new video on facebook :D it's a song by Kara Dioguardi but gave it to Katharine McPhee entitles "Terrified" I love this song so much so i searched high and low for the instrumental and i found a piano instrumental version of it. It's a bit faster than the original but i think it's ok... tell me what you think. I havent uploaded it yet to my youtube account because i just upgraded my netbook to windows se7en and i my browser (Opera) is not compatible with youtube (i think) because i was using IE and Google Chrome and i found it not compatible too - i couldnt upload pictures or videos. So im linking it to the one i upload on my facebook page. Let me know if you have trouble viewing it :)

Sorry about the absence in this blog. Again it's not because i'm lazy, but ever since i switched companies i have always come home feeling so tired! I have to admit the workload that i get at the new place is waaayy much bigger than what i used to do at the previous company. I think i still need more time to adjust myself to the new place. 'Guess a month is not enough. By the waaaaaaayyyyy, i am so into Glee! im a Gleek! haha... love the show. Every week, it's Glee that i look forward to see and NOT American Idol. I was a hardcore fan of that show but there aren't that many good singers like previous years for this seasonI. I'm dissapointed. Anyhoo, back to Glee.. Glee makes High School Musical look like amateurs! haha. Can't wait for this tomorrow's episode :) I still can't get last week's song, " Defying Gravity" out of my head but it's ok, 'cause it's a good song. *yawns* nah you see? it's not yet 11pm and im already...

It was a heated discussion that we had on facebook on religious issues. No, it wasn't between Christian and another religion but it was between Christian denominations. It all started by this boy, who at the end got a taste of his own medicine. As an Adventist, i respect other religion and also other Christian denominations. I don't go here and there proclaiming that i am in the right path and tell everyone to be an Adventist just because i believe i am in the right religion. Everyone, no matter in what Christian denomination they are, be it Catholic or protestants and also other religions (Muslims, Hindu, Buddhist) they all believe they are the right religion in the world but that doesnt give you the right to go condemning other people's belief. So yesterday, this is what he posted on his shout out box: He is a Catholic, so indirectly he is saying that other Christian denominations are FAKE. He claims that God gave him visions and voices to go and save the human race from ...

Fold and put my clothes inside my closet! hahahaa.. Look at my clothes on my bed. I have to sleep at the spare room because i'm so lazy to move the clothes ;-P Having a pile of clothes on my bed is not enough.. I have another pile of clothes (but already folded - Thanks Mom! :-P) waiting for a pick-me-up in the other room. My mom have been reminding me since last night but i think i need some motivation.. The weather has been so warm these days, i havent been sleeping in my own room for a few days already because my room is a one-window room and it can get so warm, i cant stand it. I hope it rains soon! ♥ P.

People do you know there's trouble all over this land? Sorrow and grief and we don't understand We ought to be on your knees today, OUght to cry "Lord won't you show us the way?" Crying to the Lord "Come lend us a helping hand" For God out God never fails O He never fails No matter, no matter what the case may be God never fails When all the world is going wrong Just keep on holding on He is able, He is God.. And God never fails. This is a new song that my singing group at church just learned and i so love the lyrics, i have to share with all of you. Remember, God never fails! :) ♥ P.

Last night was the finale of the Biggest Loser Asia edition, and guess what? i fell asleep the last 30minutes, damnit! *sigh*.. so i didnt get to see the final 4 coming out on TV. But according to my brother this morning, David was so skinny, as soon as he saw David coming out he knew he was a winner. And he was right! As soon as i reached my work place, i went online and searched for the pictures.. OMG! David is so skinny! Im glad he manage to slim down but i think it was done way too much. Now he looks like a drug addict. I love how Carlo looks right now, healthy and fit..and so much younger. Carlo, today Carlo, then. David, now. David, then. Which David do you prefer? I prefer the big David than the skinny David just because he looks sick (the skinny version).. What say you? do you agree with me? ♥ P.

I hate it when people betray your trust and acts like nothing happened. Because you hurt me, I am now avoiding you but the more I avoid you, the more you want to be near me. Don't you get it? I HATE U! Get away from me. Shoo. Grrr. ♥ P.

Yesterday evening i was called by The Hunter's manager and he asked me whether i would like to join the 3rd heat of the karaoke competition. He said he really thought i would make the cut during the 1st heat and it would be a shame if i wasnt in it. But what can i do? it's not my choice.. it's the judges choice. After our little talk, i had this urge to try again but i was unsure about my decision so i asked a couple of my friends about what i should do. Most of them told me to go for it! and i was so pumped up with my decision of joining the 3rd heat. But it was short lived until i told my brother about it. He said "what if the judges are still the same people? How sure are you that they'll pick you this time" Hm. THAT made me think. What if the judges didnt like me since the time i walked on the stage? what made me think this way was because there was one or two people who sang horrible (in my opinion) but made it through. It would be a waste of time to b...

Me. Before the results were revealed I'm so sad, embarrased and feel like a failure. I didnt get through the 1st heat of the Karaoke singing competiton at Hunters *sad* Ok, i'll admit i was pretty c onfident that i would get through and you could just imagine how crushed i was when they didnt call out my name :( They said, "try joining the other heats" but No Thank You lah. I think one time is enough. To be honest, i think the judges were being a little bit unfair. I mean, they were looking for variety. see, just now two girls (including myself) sang Christina Aguilera's song. Another girl sang "Hurt". Im not gonna comment on it but im just gonna say she wasnt that good. This one guy who sang "One Love" by Blue was also chosen to go to the semi finals. I mean, HELLO!? give me that song i can sing it much better! i know i said it doesnt matter if i made it or not, but now i think i changed my mind... i want it to go through! badly! And anoth...