The B-Side of My Mind

wont you be my friend..don't deny me. i just want some friends on facebook I wouldnt call myself a social butterfly.. I was forwarded with the clips above on Facebook and i find it to be pretty hilarious. To those without a Facebook account, GO GET YOURSELF ONE ALREADY, OKAYYYY??!! We can poke each other on the butt just like in the first clip mwahaha.

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person... Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder... Thanks to those who envied me, you build up my self-esteem... Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important... Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today... Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever... Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of friendship.

**My favourite song of all time sung by Anwar Robinson (remember him? he was on the 4th season of american idol. Great talent, but unfortunately booted off 7th place) A chair is still a chair, even when there’s no one sittin’ there But a chair is not a house and a house is not a home When there’s no one there to hold you tight And no one there you can kiss goodnight A room is a still a room, even when there’s nothin’ there but gloom But a room is not a house and a house is not a home When the two of us are far apart And one of us has a broken heart Now and then I call your name And suddenly your face appears But it’s just a crazy game When it ends, it ends in tears darling, have a heart, don’t let one mistake keep us apart I’m not meant to live alone, turn this house into a home When I climb the stairs and turn the key Oh, please be there, still in love with me I’m not meant to live alone, turn this house into a home When I climb the stairs and turn the key Oh, please be there, Still i

I received this in my e-mail this morning. It was a forward mail. I usually dont open up forwards but i dunno, for some kind of reason i opened this particular one and at the end of the message, i was like.. wow. so instead of forwarding it to all my friends, im posting it up here :-) enjoy. If men were buses, how do you catch one? A more important question is how do you catch the RIGHT one? Simple: You take only the bus thats headed the RIGHT direction. First we must allow our Heavenly Father to do the picking. And second, the decision for a mate must be made on a spiritual and intellectual basis before its made on an emotional one. What about love? You ask. Ill tell you why. The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it? (Jer 17:(9). The heart is willful and is driven by its own agenda. It does not consider things rationally and intelligently it just loves to love! Therefore you have to point it in the right directions: Above all else, guard your hear

Yesterday i woke up with a fat lip. the right side of my upper lip was swollen. ive got an ulcer underneath my lip but that didnt stop me from having a blast. There wasnt any electrity at around 9o'clock and that pissed me off. I mean, how many times in a week must there be a blackout? Can't there be NO BLACKOUTS at all in a week? it can get so frustrating at times. Anyhoo, not to let anything to ruin my day i went out with my sister for lunch at CityMall. After pizza, we had some yogurberry & then headed on to vedablue hahaha.. talk about being godoot ! In the evening i went to Doulos again since it was their last day here in KK. There was a lot of people when we arrived but the crowd grew bigger by the time we left the ship. It was mentioned on the ship that their stop at KK would probably be their last as the ship is going to retire. I was kinda sad to hear that..hmm. Well, I ended up buying 2 books by Jane Austen (Sense and Sensibility) and Elizabeth Berg (Open House)

i was i was always quick to trip in turn and say i'm sorry guess i guess i always thought that nigga made everything ok i did did my share of dirt i know you probably heard about me when you when you asked how i would just lie to your face and i i didn't appreciate even when you walked away i didn't realize that you were the one thing i should've kept 'part of me and baby i just can't deal without you your all i need i know i didn't say much but girl your the only one i'm trippin' without you i think about it everytime i i, i, i, i, i, i everytime i i, i, i, i, i, i, i told you told you you were insecure when you'd be asking questions i had had you second guessing yourself and what you mean to me if i if i could take it back i would (i would) if i could take it all back i would (i would) instead of playing games it's time i play for keeps and i i didn't appreciate even when you walked away i didn't realize that you were the one thing

Neither things can last for a lifetime. Everything in this world at some point will come to an end. And that's a certainty we don't have control with. People come and go, things worn out, plans change, feelings subside, relationship ends, everyone of us get tired. There's no guarantee. And no matter how hard we try to hold on to something, a time will come that it'll slip into our hands or we'll choose to let go. Sometimes so sudden we won't notice it. And realize it, only when it's gone. I used to believe in the saying "I'll stick with you no matter what.", but then it proved to be nothing but a lie. People, over time find better things, better opportunities, better people. We discover new things along the way, change preference, win some and lose some. The things that we once can't live without will be left behind and be ancient history. Sad eh?

The Man I Was With You by Jimmy Bondoc Listen just hear me out Yes I know we agreed When we break up we’d never Give in to this need To admit to each other “I miss you” Listen just hear me cry No I won’t break my word If I do say I miss you It’ll never be heard Let my heart whisper all that it needs to How could you make me take a start Then just leave me here hanging Can’t even say how I’m feeling How could you make then break my heart If I can’t say I miss you, then let me say one last thing I miss him And all the things he could do I miss him Just as much as I miss you I miss him I know you’re wonderin’ who I miss him I miss the man I was with you Listen just hear my voice Can you hear all the tears That I’m planning to hide For the next thousand years Just as long as you know that I love you How can a blind man find the light How can I find our kind of right How could you take away my sight How could you lose me in the night Then you took away the heart in me Now I’m losing this f

These were taken while waiting for my sister (kim's mom) to get ready..we were going to beraya at her colleague's house. The rendang that i ate there was to die for! *droool*

I am still feeling kinda tired from yesterday. I was at UMS since afternoon (1-ish pm) with my groupmates until nighttime (9-ish pm) to finish up a group assignment which is due next week. We only manage to finish up 1 of 2 assignment but i guess its ok, atleast something was done and our time wasn't wasted. When i reached home, it was still raining!! the last part of the road to my house isn't asphalt yet (only God knows when it'll be done..seriously), i had to spray water to the car as i didnt want the dirt to stick. It was a bit difficult because i had to hold an umbrella on one hand, and spray using the other hand. I wanted to ditch the umbrella and just get wet coz im going to take my bath anyways, but i didnt want to get sick. Actually, i cant afford to get sick..too many school work needs to be done. I ended up borrowing 5 books from the university's library yesterday and boy was it hard carrying them using one hand, including my bag on my shoulder, and an umbrel

I have had Sarah Geronimo's Taking Flight album for a few months already but havent really listened to the songs 'til last night. I was bored sick listening to the same old thing everyday, so i scrolled on my iPod and saw 'Sarah Geronimo' and decided to listen to the album. Guess what? the songs are pretty good, i must say. I'm currently listening to "Im Sorry".. i wont tell you what the song's about, read it for yourself..you'll get the picture hehe.. Im Sorry by Sarah Geronimo How many times have you walked out the door How many times have you told me before How many times have you made me cry once more and all you have to say was I'm Sorry How many times have you left with no trails how many times have you lied to my face how many times have you done me disgrace and all you have to say was I'm Sorry And now you're coming back to me And all you have to say is I'm Sorry The same old story can't you see And all you have to s

He calls me baby Then he won't call me Says he adores me And then ignores me What's the problem? He keeps his distance And sits on fences Puts up resistance And builds defenses What's the problem? You leave me hanging on the line Every time you change your mind First you say you won't Then you say you will Keep me hanging on But we're not moving on Or standing still I'm trying to read between the lines You've got me going out of my mind ..Okay, so i was on Facebook when this song came playing on my iPod and i was like, OMG! this is SO happening to me! and the confusion is killing me. Tell me what you freakin want, man! i am sick and tired of figuring you out. Altered lyrics taken from the song Jenny by The Click Five

Today after lunch, i went to the Doulos ship that is town from October 12 (they arrived yesterday) until the 26th. There were so many people on the ship and it was SO hot, i sweat like a pig just now. There were many things to look at, besides books. A cultural display was going on but i couldn't really get a good look at each booth coz it was too crowded and i felt suffocated. At the books area, i think kids really will really be happy in there coz there were abundant of kiddie books. What i really wanted was a study Bible, and there were some that caught my interest but i didnt end up buying it coz it was either in a King James Version (KJV) or New King James Version (NKJV), which in my opinion is quite hard to understand. What i specifically wanted was a study Bible in a New International Version (NIV) but there weren't any so i ended up buying a Dictionary/Thesaurus/Atlast book hahaha. But i think it was worth my Rm24.00..it's thick, about 7cm and the maps are in full c

The sun looked pretty weird yesterday. I received an sms from a friend of mine telling me to look at the sun so i ran out of the house and stared at the sky. And then i saw it... I took these using my digicam ..and these using my phonecam Does this mean anything? Is this a sign of something's gonna happen?? I guess we just have to wait and see.