Love and I

I got my heart broken by myself. It was my fault..i let him in too quick and he broke my heart.



Love has not been
That great of a friend to me, lately.
Over and over, again and again
Love has proved that she is tired of me, my enemy.

Repeating thoughts
of the pain that its caused.
And the tears that I've cried is probably why...

Love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way then im sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
Because I know myself and I will change my mind
And want to love again

I really wish we were made to be
happy with our love in our life.
To know that I have total control
Over being happy, happy of reality

I cannot live without love
But I will try tonight

Ohhh, love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
Because i kno myself and I will change my mind
And want to love again

Ohhh, love and I are breaking, we're breaking up.

Love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
Because I know I'll change my mind
And want to love again

Yes, i have problems and i dont know what to do. Before this, i felt so blessed i started the year right. Happy and satisfied. But now? *siiiigggghhhh* i dont know whats happening. I know one thing for sure that this is one of God's test but its emotionally killing me. I am confused. When will it be ME? when will i be the one somebody's dreaming of? I am always like this.. why cant i be happy with someone who will truly love me for who i am?! Damn. Im starting to be a man-hater. They are ALLL the same!



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