I actually dont really celebrate kaamatan.. i would care less about kaamatan although i do have kadazandusun blood running through my veins. But this year, i did celebrate it at Goshen, Kota Marudu. Kaamatan came 5 days earlier in my case. It was kind of fun getting to wear the traditional costume since i rarely wear it and playing the gongs (mengagung) and all. FYI, i know how to play 5 out of 6 of the gongs hehehe. some of my relatives at Goshen were surprise to know that i know how to mengagung and i was surprised too because all these while i thought everyone there knows how to mengagung They asked me where did i learned to play five out of six, i said from all the weddings i attended in the past :-D
Although there's a lot of great memories i got this time around balik kampung, such as getting to finally meet Frisco, my new known cousin (hiii tico!! *waves hand*) and all other relatives who i havent seen in quite a while. I havent gone back to goshen for a few years ok.. so thats the reason why im like, so happy tahap dewa that i finally went back home (i call goshen my 2nd home.. coz it is :-D) and im glad that my relatives there still remember me :-D
However, on a darker side there is one thing that i regret doing but im sorry to say that i wont be revealing it anytime soon..or maybe forever. You guys will probably go, "OMG! whaaaaatt???" I admit, it was a mistake. A BIG mistake. *sigh* If only i can undo things in the past..
There's no use crying over spilled milk now, eh? so much for being impulsive. I seriously should cut down my impulsiveness..