Maybe im just out of love? could be. At this moment, i dont have any crushes towards anyone. Im not changing preference, im still attracted to guys very much. i love guys. I just am not attracted to any guy at the moment.
Ok, there may be times when i feel lonely but I don't want my life to be defined by a man. I want to stand on my two feet. Im not trying to deliver the message that i don't need a man in my life coz I do need a man but i dont want to depend everything on him. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that im no good without him.
Saying the above, you might ask what am i going to do on valentines day? there are two options: 1. stay home and continue on with my movie marathons/ tv series marathon or 2. go out and chill out with friends ( the single ones, that is. but the thing is, i dont have many single friends)
Let's see how it goes on saturday.
Just incase i forget, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all y'all!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Out of Love.
Since Valentine's Day is coming up, i've been thinking yesterday morning during breakfast (my breakfast lasted an hour as a result of much thinking) and i realize, this is the first time in years where i don't have any boyfriend or crushes to look forward to being brought out, get presents.. the works. And you know what? i dont feel left out or anything, infact i never felt better.