Thursday, February 12, 2009

Out of Love.

Since Valentine's Day is coming up, i've been thinking yesterday morning during breakfast (my breakfast lasted an hour as a result of much thinking) and i realize, this is the first time in years where i don't have any boyfriend or crushes to look forward to being brought out, get presents.. the works. And you know what? i dont feel left out or anything, infact i never felt better.

falling out of love Pictures, Images and Photos

Maybe im just out of love? could be. At this moment, i dont have any crushes towards anyone. Im not changing preference, im still attracted to guys very much. i love guys. I just am not attracted to any guy at the moment.

Ok, there may be times when i feel lonely but I don't want my life to be defined by a man. I want to stand on my two feet. Im not trying to deliver the message that i don't need a man in my life coz I do need a man but i dont want to depend everything on him. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that im no good without him.

Saying the above, you might ask what am i going to do on valentines day? there are two options: 1. stay home and continue on with my movie marathons/ tv series marathon or 2. go out and chill out with friends ( the single ones, that is. but the thing is, i dont have many single friends)

Let's see how it goes on saturday.

Just incase i forget, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all y'all!


Anonymous said...

chilllll out and listen to the song "lonely" hehe

C.Alv.B said...

valentine is just a day same like other days..people intend to make it special to pleasure the extra love they do have.. dont bother..anyway happy valentine!!