The B-Side of My Mind

Today has been a reaaaaaaallly fun day! why? because it was full of reunions :) i had a reunion with my gradschool classmates Frank & Angel at lunch and a dinner reunion with some of my galpals this evening. Angel, Frank and I after finishing our NgiuChap (except for Angel who had Kon Lau Mee hehe) there was so much to talk about and so much to laugh about. We reminisce about our days when we were still grad-students at UMS (Universiti Malaysia Sabah) and asked each other about the latest news about our MBA ex-classmates. Just a year ago, who would've thought we're gonna be lecturers? hahaha. The same evening, i met up with my girlfriends Naza and Jess at Upperstar. Although only the three of us showed up we had a reaaallly fun time talking about the good old days at All Saints High School. Im so glad we're still close (and still the same girls that i used to know way back) as ever. There were suppose to be seven of us at our reunion but since some of them have commi...

Yesterday i posted on my facebook account this: ..Just because a girl who once added me up, added me again with a different account name. How i know it's the same girl? the profile picture is the same. And i was surprised at the comments that i got.. over 30 comments! hahahha... until this morning, a friend of mine posted this: Oh-em-gee.. she was attacking me! she told me to mirror myself? what the hell, i mirror myself everyday (ya i know it's not an actual mirror she was talking :P) but hey, if you want to have 1,000 effin accounts that's up to you. Just dont add me up because i don't like to have duplicities in my friends list. See, i dont randomly accept people to my account (unlike some people). Just because i do so, some people think by adding me up using a different name will do the trick. Im sorry if it offended some of you out there but thats just how i am. I find it uncomfortable sharing my personal information, pictures or just about anything to just about...

Its always been a mystery to me, How two hearts can come together, And love can last forever. But now that I have found you I believe, That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one. So gone are all my questions about why, And i've never been so sure of anything in my life Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you. I wonder if He knew everything I would need, Because he made all my dreams come true. When God made you, He must have been thinking about me. I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you, With all my heart I'll be there too. And from this moment on I want you to know, I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love. So gone are all my questions about why Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you, I wonder if He knew everythin I would need, Because He made all my dreams come true. When God made you He must've been thinking about me. He made the sun He made the moon, To harmonize a perfect tu...

I finally changed the background and the header of this blog. Maybe a change would make me come back more often to this bloggie of mine (and do more updates!) :) It's more simple than the previous one, and guess what? i like it! Ok let me do some updates on what has been happening with me: 1. Im still not done with my christmas shopping :P Im going shopping with mom & ate josie this evening after work 2. My little niece broke her collar bone this week. poor little munchkin. 3. My friends (Arnold&Clarice) is getting married this weekend and i still havent finalized my song choice. *sigh* it would be easier if Bob is around. I miss ya Bob!! 4. Im still thinking whether a fuchsia pink dress goes with silver pumps? hm. 5. My mouth is full of ulcers. I dont understand, i drink like 2litres ( or more) of water per day and still ulcers love me! 6. I lost my appetite as a result of the multiple ulcers that i have in my mouth. (yay?) 7. I can't wait for my year end holidays to...

I'm one of the (lucky?) girls in my (dad's side) family that is blessed/cursed with big breast. But recently a cousin of mine commented me, "you obviously lost weight..kurus sudah kau. You're so sexy now.." (wooooooottt!! wooooooottt!!) after she said this i can sense a BUT coming "..but your boobs gone smaller too" (nahhh kannn!!!) and you know what? i think she is right. But if i were given a choice A: fat but have big boobs or B: have a slimmer figure but small boobs i think i would go with B. Its hard to find clothes to fit you when you're in a much bigger frame, trust me i know.. when i was younger and much fuller in frame i had a hard time to fit in clothes with buttons in the chest area because it couldnt fit. If the whole piece couldnt fit i would be fine, but every part fit fine EXCEPT the chest area. *sigh* It's kind of hilarious if i think back. LOL! As i was typing this entry, a friend of mine facebook chat with me and said...

Pictures courtesy of GQ magazine that was retrived from huffingtonpost.com Rihanna finally goes topless. Strategically covering herself though. In the magazine, she talks about how relieve it is to finally get to let go of the brutal past that she had with Chris Brown. This is her say about her sexy pictures " because it was built up for so long, and all these thoughts and emotions have been running through my mind for the past eight months. And now it's like I finally get to let go and move on." Hm. From my perspective, what i see is someone acting desperate. She has gone beyond victim to being a porn star. What is she trying to prove? It looks like she is trying to get back at Chris or hurt him. The only one she's hurting is herself by posing like that. They are demeaning and unnecessary. Yea, she finally let go.. of her dignity and whatever pieces of clothing she had left. As far as i know, she's done and she has declassified herself to a lower level. ♥ P.

I just look out the window from my office and all i can see is rain! it's raining really heavy as im typing now. I shouldnt complain. Maybe someone out there prayed for rain, i suppose? Showers of blessing :) Just a few hours ago me and my colleague, Nancy walked ourselves from Centre Point to Wisma Merdeka thinking it wouldnt rain since the sun was shining strongly this morning. When we were about to leave the mall, we were shocked to see the rain. Since it wasnt really raining that heavily, we decided to just walk back to Centre Point. The more we walk, the more heavily the rain got. hmm. So we decided to buy an umbrella. The small kind, the one you can fold. hehe.. By the time we reached Centre Point, both of us were soaking wet! haha.. But it's okay. I had a fun time despite the rain pour. Why? well it's because : 1. I had free lunch at Hunter's :) Thanks Nanc y! 2. I found the perfect dress to wear for Clarice's bridal shower (or hen's party, as they like ...

Ok, since exam week for this semester is over. Ive got some time to kill in my work place. Yeay? for now... i am always reminded by the stacks of paper laying so comfortably on the left side of my desk. But it can wait til next week hehe.. :P I have been browsing ALOT on youtube lately searching for songs. Good friends of mine, Clarice & Arnold will be tying the knot of the 27th of this month and i have been invited to sing at their wedding day. We have been friends since kids, and i just cannot say NO to them. So yea, that was the whole purpose of my browsing through youtube for songs: to get some kind of idea of what songs should i sing that day. While i was on youtube i came across Jenna Pascual . Ohemgee, this lady sure got a great set of pipes! I wanted to know more about this great singer so i clicked on her profile and this is what she wrote about herself: " I'm Jenely Pigao from Philippines. i came from a family of musicians.. my mom is a singer, and my dad is ba...

No. I havent ignored this blog yet. It's too soon... i just been busy with work and all. Today's the last day of examination (not mine, my students) so i'll give you guys some updates on what has been going on in my life so far. Til then, ta-ta! ♥ P.

Me and Bob was at Tamparuli yesterday because my cousin was getting married. A good friend of mine, Adsone (who was also the cousin of the brode) invited me to sing at the wedding and i tag Bob along :D Here are the performances that we performed at the wedding reception. I sang solo on the song, "You Are My Song" at church but i forgot to ask someone to record me while singing! heheh.. But if you'd like to hear the song, i've uploaded my singing on the song a few months ago. You can browse it on my Youtube channel here . Bob singing "Born For You" Our duet on "Now That I Have You" ..and this is what i sang at the reception :D "When I Fall In Love" I hope they had fun listening as much as we had fun performing the songs :) We're gonna be singing again next month at the same venue but only different couple getting married hehe.. ♥ P.

..even if you think you dont have much. But think again... Try counting your blessing. I'm sure you'll find plenty :) Got no check books, got no banks. Still I'd like to express my thanks -- I got the sun in the morning and the moon at night. - Irving Berlin HAPPY THANKSGIVING READERS! ♥ P.

Guess who's gonna be sponsored by THE BODY SHOP to watch Twilight's next installment, New Moon this friday?? :D MEEE!!! This is probably the happiest news i got for today..A BIG thanks goes out to THE BODY SHOP for making my day! I cant wait to see Edward in his shirtless scene *drools* AND Jacob Black! his body is the epitome of perfection *drools again* hahah! ♥ P.

The weekend has finally approached! how can i not be thankful for that??? :) I love the weekends because 1) No office work (can i get an AMEN??!) 2) It's my HOLY DAY .. the day i go to church. Im not gonna say that im ALL Jesus-Christ-Holy, cause God knows im so far from that but atleast i am trying to improve my spiritual self :) Enough talk about being spiritual hehe.. the video above was taken at Gayaratau Seventh-Day Adventist Church where i attended last week. Me and my sister sang a duet (the song's called DAMAI or in english, PEACE) and i have to thank my cousin Jayson (although his video-taking skills are not that good..there's still room for improvement :P) who took our video while singing. I'll be attending Kionsom SDA Church at Inanam tomorrow AND i just been told that i will be singing. The following week i'll be attending church at Papar. Have a nice weekend you all! To Adventists, Happy Sabbath in advance! :) ♥ P.

(Ground beef, sauteed onions, sour cream, lettuce, tomato and cheddar cheese wrapped in a large pepperoni pizza, totaling three pounds) photo courtesy of This is why you're fat. My answer would be: Yes i would! hahahaha... ♥ P.

Introducing... CROSSINGBORDERS!!! :D For those who dont know, CrossingBorders consist of me, a Malaysian and a very good friend of mine, Bob who comes from the Philippines.. hence, the name CrossingBorders suit us very well :) These videos were taken during practice session at Bob's place yesterday when we decided to fool around with the camera hehehe.. our schedule is gonna be so pack starting 29th of this month. Alot of events to attend to.. so it means: practice, practice, practice!! Here's another one.. a very popular song i think most of you out there knows. sing along if you want :) ♥ P.

I love this song. Read on the lyrics, aren't they sweet?? Too many billion people Running around the planet What is the chance in heaven That you'd find your way to me? Tell me what is this sweet sensation? It's a miracle that's happened Though I search for an explanation Only one thing it could be - That I was born for you It was written in the stars Yes, I was born for you And the choice was never ours It's as if the powers of the universe Conspired to make you mine And til the day I die, I bless the day that I was born for you Too many foolish people Trying to come between us None of them seem to matter When I look into your eyes Now I know why I belong here In your arms I found the answer Somehow nothing would seem so wrong here If they'd only realise That I was born for you And that you were born for me And in this random world, This was clearly meant to be What we have the world could never understand Or ever take away And till the day I die I bless the da...

So ive announced to the world that i am going to cut my hair.. and i did. But i didnt want to shortened my hair and end up looking like a boy so i just layered my hair and remove that rihanna-esque hair cut of mine (i know it doesnt look like rihanna's "umbrella" hair cut but that's what i got the last time i was in a salon, and i chopped it myself when i arrived at home :P) Im glad i didnt shortened my hair, i think its time to grow my hair long. Let's see how far i'll stick to my word this time hehe. ♥ P.

My take on "officially missing you" "I belive i can fly" Bob's take on "Solitaire" So yea, basically these are the songs that we performed that night at Sutera Harbour on the 31.10.09 Enjoy ya'll! :) ♥ P.

All this will be gone by the end of the day. Im going to cut my hair this evening, after work :) ♥ P.

The bloodsucker and the witch ! hehehe... If you're wondering what i did on Halloween, well i was at Sutera Harbor the whole night emcee-ing with my good friend Bob at Sutera Harbor's Blue Lagoon where Baila Fitness' Arabian Retro Nights Dance Dinner Party was held. Actually we (me & my co-host) were on double duty: as mc AND performers. Bob sang "Solitaire", i sang "Officially Missing You" and then we sang a duet on "I Believe I Can Fly" :D Im so glad we performed so well last nite even without any rehearsals! It really means so much to me when people appreciate your craft. i got quite a number of compliments last nite hehe. Me loike! I recently found a new love which is PERFORMING! We have another event that is coming up in november (im keeping my fingers crossed on this one!) but we havent gotten the details about the event :) Just so you guys know, me and Bob recently just started to sing for events. So if you're looking for...

This is my niece's favourite song..haha! i dont know if it still going to be her favourite after watching this! :D I love watching this guy's video... it makes my day! hehe ♥ P.

This is me and Bob singing during ACIC's 1st Convocation on rhe 20th October 2009 at Sabah Foundation building. Im sorry if it isnt complete, i got this from a student.. Tell me what do you think.. all comments are welcomed! :) ♥ P.

This was taken last week after spending an hour in the saloon. I had to get my hair done because the college was having it's first convocation and me and my new-found BFF (bob!!) had the priviledge of performing at the event. Me and Bob sang R.Kelly's "I Believe I Can Fly" which i'll upload in my next post :D for this post, let the pictures rule! The auditorium an hour before the program start. Mr Bob a.k.a Mr J***** hahah My makeup was done by the talented Mr Bob. Thanks J, you're the best! :) Bob and I performing "I Believe I Can Fly" Some of the female lecturers and staff in our robes, before entering the hall. The male lecturers.. After the graduation, i took pictures with some of my ex-students :-/ i feel so old haha! Some candid moments... BFFs! :) p/s: the resolution of the pictures are not that good, it's because i resized them then i learned about how to make your pictures appear bigger in blogger. d'oh! it wont happen again in t...

Something came up recently which stirred things up in my family. The thing is, im the type of person who doesnt like to see people i love (especially my family, considering the fact that im a huge family person) getting hurt or duped by someone. I dont care how close that person is with my family, if i see something is not right i will say it. Ok, saying that, i saw a member of my family being lied to. So i sent a message to this person (the liar) and told her that i know she's lying. That was yesterday. So today in the morning i was confronted by a family member and i was asked what did i say to the person so i told him the truth. That family member was so upset and told me to apologize to that person. Hm. I dont think it's gonna happen. And dont go blaming on the ego, coz it's not about the ego. Ive no problem what so ever in apologizing IF i know i am wrong but in this case, i dont think im wrong. Sometimes in your life you gotta stand for something or you'll end ...

Im gonna purchase one of these babies. But the thing is, i cant decide on which color. What do you think? which color is nicer? ♥ P.

This is not my cat. This is a PTI (Pendatang Tanpa Izin) cat. It came to my house a week ago and it doesnt want to leave. We at first ignored it for a few days but after a while the meowing becomes so annoying so we gave food to it hoping that it will go away after being fed. But guess what? we were dead wrong. I think the cat just decided to make our house as her new home. Haiya.. another PTI at home. This happened a year (i think) ago but it was a dog that time. But that dog is cool.. it does its work and i kinda like him. He's an OK dog. But about the newbie at home, urgh. I dont like her (it's a female cat) because i dont like cats for starters and second, the meowing is annoying (no offence to all the cat lovers out there. Im sorry but i just dont like cats). I really hope the neighbor's cat or dog will stop coming to our house and making our place their permanent place to live :-/ ♥ P.

Selamat Hari Raya to not just all muslims but to all Malaysians :) Maaf Zahir & Batin . . . . . Ok, can someone bring in the kuih makmur, please? :D Happy Holidays!! ♥ P.

I first heard this song when Passion made his rendition of the song. If you guys dont know, the original singer of this song is Asia Cruise. I shot this video in only one take. It was already late and i havent taken my bath yet! haha.. (shh, dont tell ;P) Enjoy. ♥ P.

Last night i got a text message that says "Hai, selamat malam ris" (Hi, good night ris) and i stared at the messge for a while. The reason was because first, the number isnt registered in my cellphone. Second, the person was calling me RIS. Was he referring to the 'RES' from DELORES? Nobody ever calls me RIS. euw. Okay, while im on this subject, let me just make it clear to those who don't know how to say my name right. It's pronounced as de-lo-res not di-lo-ris or do-lo-ris or do-lo-res. Alot of people get it wrong. Oh, and my second name Pammie.. it's pronounced PE-MI not pa-mi ahh?! got it? :) so no more mistakes from now on k. Ok, back to the message. I then replied "sepa ni?" (who is this?). The person replied "mungkin kamu tak kenal dah. Saya Jefri, dulu pernah terserempak di centre point kan, dah lupa mungkin, ko yg bagi no phone kan, tak mengapalah, tq.." (maybe you don't remember me anymore. Im Jefri, we came across eac...

My cousin is getting hitched this sunday (20.09.2009 and she asked me to sing a song on her wedding. At first i wanted to sing Beautiful by Jim Brickman because i got the score sheet of the song plus, the song is just beautiful. But when i tried it on piano, alamak.. it was too low for my voice. hmmph! So i browsed youtube for some ideas and i came across this song by Roselle Nava called You. If only i can find the instrumental for this song i definitely would pick this :) Read on the lyrics.. You give me hope, The strength, the will to keep on No one else can make me feel this way And only you Can bring out all the best I can do I believe you turn the tide And make me feel real good inside. You pushed me up When I'm about to give up You're on my side when no one seems to listen And if you go, You know the tears can't help but show You'll break this heart and tear it apart Then suddenly the madness starts [chorus] It's your smile, Your face, your lips that I miss, ...

I love spending time at home during the weekends. I prefer just staying at home and not have to go anywhere, especially to the city. I go to work in the city 5 days a week so it is nice to just stay at home for a change. This particular weekend, after doing laundry i took a stroll around the house. I started at the backyard and ended infront of the house at the garage. Guess what i found along the way? Pumpkin! there were two waiting to be picked :) I walked further and i saw a bunch of other things that i havent noticed up til now.. Manggis. Will be ripe in.. say, next month? This one's common. mana2 pun ada..but i always like this. they're cute.. Rambutans (not ripe yet) I also found 2 pettula.. there's more but they're still young.. Not quite ready yet. Look at all the hungry fishes begging to be fed in my dad's pond.. (im not cruel. i fed them after i took this picture :D) My brother, Dr. Kenny with one of the pumpkin. Durians on the ground. but they weren...

The annual SASS Alumni Homecoming event happened last saturday. My parents, aunts, uncles and cousins went. The homecoming event started since friday til sunday. I went to the friday night concert. We (my parents and i) were late but it's ok, we still get the watch a few acts before it ended. I met alot of friends there, although i am not an alumni of SASS. (Im an alumni of SM ALL SAINTS. yes, im a saint hehe) It was good to see them. On saturday, we didnt attend church at Tamparuli. My folks said they'll attend the afternoon program. I didnt attend the afternoon program coz it was freaking hot. So i stayed home that afternoon. But in the evening i went there for the evening program.We didnt stay til the end of the program though coz it was getting late and we had another place to go to. We went to Alamesra's Seremban Seafood Restaurant for supper coz we were still hungry. I had Mee soup ikan..i think most of us had that. since the time was already approaching 12am, mau h...

This morning while on my way to work i saw clouds of smoke coming from Damai area. I suspect there was a fire going on cause the smoke clouds were too little for me to say it was an open burning. So as I approach Damai area, my suspicion was true.. there was a fire! The traffic light was red, so i ambik kesempatan to take some pictures of the scene from inside of my car hehehe. I thought some kedai makan was on fire, but it turned out to be an electrical shop. The clouds of smoke that i saw from afar that raised my suspicion. The fire fighters working on eliminating the fire Im sure this will make it in the newspaper tomorrow. ♥ P.

In my previous post, i mentioned that i was going to get myself computer eyeglasses right? well, i got it. But it's not entirely for computer usage. When i was at the eye opticianer, the lady checked my eyes and said i had astigmatism and i was like, what? The pictures above are taken in my car at Wima Muis while waiting for mom to come down.. yea, mom takes a loooong time to come down from her office. That explains the many shots of me haha.. i just jumble all of them together to save space :D Anyway, it's been raining for the whole day today hasn't it? i just hope there wont be any places flooding or else there would be traffic jam here and there. I hate traffic jams. There are some events that happened during the weekend but i'll just save it for later :) Sorry i havent been updating as much.. ive been busy with work and stuff so yea. But it doesnt mean ive abandoned this blog. i wouldnt do that *shakes head* ♥ P.